Anonymous asked: Dear exgirlfriend
You are the the first person I’ve ever been in love with. It was such a great feeling and I never want to let that go. You were the first person to ever say they wanted to marry me. I felt like you accepted everything about me that I could not accept myself. Throughout our entire relationship our 16 year age difference seemed to not matter because I was so deeply in love. I stopped my life, and began living for you. That was my first mistake. It’s been a long time now. I think I am finally over you. I actually think I have the ability to completely love someone else and treat them like the queen that they deserve to be. But I still don’t understand why you did those things to hurt me. Why would you lie and tell me that you were in love with me when you really weren’t? Why was I a secret? Why would you tell me that you wanted to marry me when you didn’t? How could you tell me you love me one night, then the next morning tell me you are have feelings for someone else? And the thing that hurts the most if that you left me for a woman for met a week prior. At one point I almost felt like it was my fault, because of my condition and I am not able to have children and she already had them. Or that it was because I was very young, and you may have been embarrassed. I don’t know why I blamed myself for your mental abuse. But I can honestly say, if your gain was to pursue me, without any real intentions then to leave me heartbroken. You won. I never wish any bad upon your life, I just ask that you never treat someone like that again. Winning isn’t everything.